Just some thoughts

Hey guys! Today i decided that I need to post something here. Something personal and private..I don't know, it just happens sometimes.

Well, nowadays Im going through a very hard period of my life. Im concerned about my school, my friends, my parents, my relationships. Everything seems just not normal. And just like every time I feel myself depressed I've decided to watch TV series of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Maybe some of you guys know this show, its about a girl, who's fate is to kill vampires and other creatures of darkness. But it really doesn't matter right now. So it happened that Im addicted to a couple Buffy-Angel. These two are meant to be with each other, actually this was the only love story that made me cry. 

So... I was thinking about my relationship history. Everybody got one I guess. Im not going to tell you about it, it was just like million other stories: I fell in love with the boy, then he met someone else and dumped me. That is pretty much everything. 

But the main thing for me is what I think about love right now. You know, I'm trying to pretend sometimes like I don't even believe in such things like LOVE. But honestly saying, I DO. I really do believe that somewhere there is the perfect match for every person on this planet. If you can't find him (or her) that just means you are not trying hard enough, or maybe you are not ready to face it yet. Love exists. And sooner or later you are going to agree with this statement. Of course sometimes you will face difficulties, misunderstanding and things like that... But at last you realise that there is the only one person in this world for you. This feeling when you love someone can't be compared to everything else in this world. There are too many fellings in this word. The whole world is there. You can't breathe without your beloved one, you can't eat, you can't feel anything. You need to be with him every day, every hour, every minute, even every second. This love can kill you from inside. Sometimes it does. Love is not always happy. It can hurt you and your feelings. It can rip your heart and steal your soul... It is always a great risk - to love someone. You never know if it is goimg to last forever, or maybe it will end very soon. No one knows. But it really is worth trying. This feeling is unforgettable. Some people say that it is like a drug: you try it once and you are not able to stop anymore. But I tell you that: love is much stronger than any drug in this world. Heroine, cocaine or others just can't compare with this power. It leaves a scar on your heart. It makes you weak. You will never belong to yourself anymore. Its sounds very scary, but it is the sweetest feeling in this world....

The whole point of this speech is.. love is priceless. It can happen just once in your lifetime. So be careful. Treat this feeling with respect, work hard on yourself, make yourself better day by day. You won't regret it. I promise.