something about the vegetarianism

Hey guys!

Lots of people were asking me questions like "why did you become a vegetarian?", "do you feel a need for meat?", "where do you get the protein?", "did you go in there just because it is popular?"
okay, those questions are stupid:)

Lets start with the first one. WHY? The answer is very simple: I feel bad even when I think about eating something that was alive several days ago. I always imagine those eyes of that poor animal and..I just cant eat it! Its not right to decide for a living creature if it should die or not. For me eating meat is a murder. I know it sounds a bit like cliche but this is just the way I feel about it. And I know that it may sound weird for many of you guys, but I just cant change myself! And you know, I've never judged anyine who likes eating meet, so I dont like it when some of you begin to judge me for my choice.

About the need for meat. No. I dont feel that way. I dont know why, just dont.

The next thing is about those proteins. All of you guys know that elephants are absolute vegetarians, but they still have their huge tusks. So that means that they find proteins in some kinds of grass. And thats why I think that we can be healthy enough to have strong teeth and nails only eating some green bits of food.

And the last popular question that always makes me laugh. I've never thought that vegetarianism can be a popular thing nowadays!! But I've chose this way because I love animals way too much to be so cruel to them. But if it really is popular, then I really feel great about it! Maybe that way we can save more innocent lives in this world!

Well, I know this is not that kind of post that you have been expecting from me. But I've just felt that I had to write something about it. I absolutely respect other people's choices and preferences, but they just dont work for me.

Bye <3

The Big Dream

Hey guys:)
I bet everyone of you has a dream. That kind of dream that you will desperately try to reach. Well, I have one. My biggest dream is to live in London. I first visited this city when I was just 13. I was there all alone (not actually, I've been there with a group of students, but I meant without parents) and for the first time in my life I've discovered what the freedom is. I enjoyed every single moment there. The people, the air, the cars even the grass seemed so different. You know, I live in Russia, in a small town called Yaroslavl... And that trip showed me the world, the opportunities that people have there. Everything was so perfect... When I came there the next year, I realised that I wasn't wrong. The people were still nice and kind, the grass was still green.

Now I think that every happy memory about me or my life I dedicate to this city. I've met so many great friends there from different countries. I've learnt so much, I've seen so many amazing things and events. I studied there, I was crying at the Trafalgar Square while saying the last "goodbye" to Harry Potter (I mean the premiere of the Deathly Hallows 2). Its like I've lost a part of my soul there, a part of my heart. I whenever I come back to this city (and I've been there for about 6 or 7 times) every single time I feel like I'm dying when I go back home.

If there is any chance for me to get there, to live there, to be part of this amazing city, I would give up anything just to take this chance and not to screw it up. So guys, go for your dreams, make them come true. There is always a chance to get what you want, just keep up trying and never give up.

Just some thoughts

Hey guys! Today i decided that I need to post something here. Something personal and private..I don't know, it just happens sometimes.

Well, nowadays Im going through a very hard period of my life. Im concerned about my school, my friends, my parents, my relationships. Everything seems just not normal. And just like every time I feel myself depressed I've decided to watch TV series of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Maybe some of you guys know this show, its about a girl, who's fate is to kill vampires and other creatures of darkness. But it really doesn't matter right now. So it happened that Im addicted to a couple Buffy-Angel. These two are meant to be with each other, actually this was the only love story that made me cry. 

So... I was thinking about my relationship history. Everybody got one I guess. Im not going to tell you about it, it was just like million other stories: I fell in love with the boy, then he met someone else and dumped me. That is pretty much everything. 

But the main thing for me is what I think about love right now. You know, I'm trying to pretend sometimes like I don't even believe in such things like LOVE. But honestly saying, I DO. I really do believe that somewhere there is the perfect match for every person on this planet. If you can't find him (or her) that just means you are not trying hard enough, or maybe you are not ready to face it yet. Love exists. And sooner or later you are going to agree with this statement. Of course sometimes you will face difficulties, misunderstanding and things like that... But at last you realise that there is the only one person in this world for you. This feeling when you love someone can't be compared to everything else in this world. There are too many fellings in this word. The whole world is there. You can't breathe without your beloved one, you can't eat, you can't feel anything. You need to be with him every day, every hour, every minute, even every second. This love can kill you from inside. Sometimes it does. Love is not always happy. It can hurt you and your feelings. It can rip your heart and steal your soul... It is always a great risk - to love someone. You never know if it is goimg to last forever, or maybe it will end very soon. No one knows. But it really is worth trying. This feeling is unforgettable. Some people say that it is like a drug: you try it once and you are not able to stop anymore. But I tell you that: love is much stronger than any drug in this world. Heroine, cocaine or others just can't compare with this power. It leaves a scar on your heart. It makes you weak. You will never belong to yourself anymore. Its sounds very scary, but it is the sweetest feeling in this world....

The whole point of this speech is.. love is priceless. It can happen just once in your lifetime. So be careful. Treat this feeling with respect, work hard on yourself, make yourself better day by day. You won't regret it. I promise.

My trip to Italy

Hey everyone!:)
Later I wasn't able to post something here. I don't know what I was doing wrong. But, anyway:)
About a week ago I came back home from Italy. I didn't really like it there, but I went shopping, so that made it a lot more better :)

The first thing that I wanted to buy was the dress for my prom :) That was very difficult to find the perfect one, but I succeeded :) 

 The next thing about my trip to Italy was that I spent the New Years Eve there. I fell in love with the decorations on the streets there! It was so beautiful!

So this is it:) I will post something smart or nice later:) 

Bye guys <3